Please reblog this if you have an eating disorder or even just care. And I chose to pick a photo that doesn´t show any bones for this one. It doesn´t matter what size you are. I wish people would understand it!
I don’t want to see anyone. I lie in the bedroom with the curtains drawn and nothingness washing over me like a sluggish wave. Whatever is happening to me is my own fault. I have done something wrong, something so huge I can’t even see it, something that’s drowning me. I am inadequate and stupid, without worth. I might as well be dead.
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| — | Margaret Atwood (via jalousie) |
Cause when you’ve given up.
When no matter what you do it’s never good enough.
When you never thought that it could ever get this tough,
When no matter what you do it’s never good enough.
When you never thought that it could ever get this tough,
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| — | Emeli Sande - My kind of love (via writingonherwrists) |
I want a blade. I want a bottle of vodka. I want a bag full of different drugs. I want to be left alone in my room. I want to blast my music as loud as I can. I want to watch my skin tear apart. I want to watch blood drip from my body. I want my vision to get blurry. I want to be so fucking high that I can’t move. I want to numb out the world and visit Wonderland. I want to forget any worries.
